So far, it’s like the worst summer ever. It wasn’t even this bad last year. Some reasons of why this summer is awful:
- I’m bored
- It’s like raining here every day almost, and it never rains during the school year! It’s going to keep raining for a long time 😦
- I’m lonely. I haven’t seen a friend, since practically the last day of school.
- I’m not doing anything more useful, than I could be at school (I like to keep myself busy)
- Did I mention I was bored?
I’ve been to a few places, but not really anywhere important. It’s just do boring. I hate to say this, but while I do have lots of friends, I don’t have lots of ‘close’ friends. Nobody to hang out with, nobody to actually chat to, nobody to tell your secrets and have fun with. Nobody at all. It’s just sad. I do communicate by e-mails, IM’s, and phone calls, but everyone seems to actually be doing something, being somewhere, and just having a life. It hurts to know that I didn’t make one close friend in High School, but I did make lots of friends. Of course, this year, I’ll work on making some real friendships. But until then, all I can hope is that I see someone on the streets.
Meanwhile, it’s raining as I type. I hear the rumbling thunder outside. It’s not like everyday is drenching wet, but there always seems to be lots of rain, or dark clouds. Especially on MSN Weather and on my Weather Channel Desktop app. I’d rather have it during the school year. It barely ever happens during school. Sometimes, if it rains real bad, you don’t have to go out and practice on the field, or do any real exercises out in the hot heat. Most others feel that way too. Plus, if it rains really bad, the lights might go out, and we can get away without doing work. Especially if your room doesn’t touch an outdoor window. It’s like a freebie class. Okay, it sounds lame, but it’s better than hot burning heat. Plus I like the rain. It brings me back to nature, and it feels good. Cool. Wet. It’s nice. But it usually only happens in the early morning (before school), or in the late afternoon (after school). Sigh. It just isn’t fair.
Plus I’m just plain bored. I only seem to be spending time with family or myself. It sucks having no close friends. There’s barely any teens that live in my neighborhood. Or at least any that aren’t well liked by me. Sigh. Plus we’re going to be moving to a new house soon. The general framework is pretty much complete. That’s how I would describe what I last saw. Every time we pass by thorough the neighborhood, I look to see if there’s any kids or teens out. I haven’t seen any. There’s lots of houses already done. The new house is on a long street, and there are some houses already lived in, houses being built, and land waiting to be developed. It’s kind of sad to see land being bought up and developed so fast. I’m kind of a Treehugger, although not like a real one.
Anything that I’m doing that’s actually useful is volunteering at the library. I pretty much shelve books, straighten magazine, and do an errand for a librarian. It’s plain boring. There’s not many teens that go there. That I notice at least. A teen might drop by to get an occasional book, go with their kid brothers and sisters, or just use a public computer. But there’s still not many teens. If any. I work alone. There’s no other volunteers at the same time as me.
Well that’s how life is going so far. If you call it a life. It’s just plain boring and dismal. I’m not exactly anticipating on going back to school, but it probably beats doing nothing fun. At least I get to see my friends again. Well, that’s all for now.